thank you everyone, it just feels that whatever I try and do that God does not seem to want to talk to me or show me any signs that I really need to know about something, and that I wonder that maybe I need to confess my sins to people? I have not really done anything that I need to confess apart from masturbation, but thats embarrassing to tell someone about?
You have already confessed it here so why do you have to beat yourself about it. Confessing your sins to people has nothing to do with whether God will do something or not. Don't put God in a box
And if you are daily confessing masturbation sins to Jesus, would you rather not ask Him to help you stop it?
There is confession of sins and there is repentance as well. your willingness to repent from sins is what gets God to move and help rid you of that stronghold which that sin has on you.
When you confess to the Lord, repent and ask for help from the Holy Spirit.
You seem to worry a lot and remember worry is something Jesus said not to do.
Many things are racing through your mind and the enemy is also using that platform to fill your mind and thoughts with whatever he can use to get you down.
Stand strong. Say no to condemnation, they are not from God. even when you sin, and you start to feel condemned, say NO. Quote the verse where it says "There is no condemnation for me because I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus"
God has got you. He is with you, but you have too many worries and concerns that you just cant feel Him. God is quiet, and you enter in His presence when everything is calm around you.
God knows everything you are going threough, and He is with you. Remain strong...pray, praise Him, worshp Him. Adore Him, even when things are going wrong.
REMEMBER Its when you praise and love on God so much EVEN IN the midst of your troubles, He will show up.
The biggest issu/problem you have is nothing to God. He can solve all your problems for you. Just trust Him, believe in Him, dont judge God's love by what you see, hear feel or are going through. Know He truly cares.
Join a church if you have none. Constantly commune with God