Choosing not to be deluded...

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[Stephanie2381]

Hello!! From reading your post my guess is that you do have social phobia, and also probably OCD. That would explain not wanting to be touched, not sharing food off place, etc., because when the above happens, your brain switches into panic mode, that is what happens with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. The first issue you had with the delusions, is also part of anxiety, but bravo to you, you overcame that one yourself! There are therapy options where they make you face all your fears, and in essence that makes you overcome them...if you force yourself to do each fear one at a time, and force yourself to overcome them you would not need to seek therapy or medication more than likely.....but you have to be extremely strong and want to make it through all the uncomfortable feelings that come along with facing fears....the therapy is called Exposure Therapy, and I saw it on TV a show called Obsessions...

You can also pray that God will be with you and will help you overcome these burdens and will give you the strength and power to overcome and you can do it! I think that everyone on earth is a little OCD to an extent, its just how it effects each one of us may be different.

I am a member of another very active forum that may be very helpful to you, if you are interested in the site address, private message me and I would be happy to give it to you.

God Bless! Stephanie

 

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Thanks Stephanie,
Also I appreciate the advice for prayers. I find it very relieving to talk about these things. Will pm you asap. Thanks.

 

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Pray for help. Read your Bible and get some professional guideance...

Remember God made you just the way you are and loves you as a child.

Hang in there and be diligent understanding and dealing with your issue. Everyone has some problems. They make us better in the long run.