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Things are just getting worse and worse. This evening has been really bad and I've really crashed and mucked up. Exams start on Monday and I just don't know what to do, I can't do it at all. I had an email from a friend today - she said some stuff which was really hard hitting and i prob...

Argh Today I saw a counsellor and amoung other things was told I have an eating problem. I'm finding it hard to get my head around it. I ended up cutting pretty badly as a result of it all. I'm struggling at the moment with my eating and cutting, everything just seems all a bit too much. The...

Today I saw a counsellor. She told me that I did have an eating problem. A few of my friends have told me that they think I've got an eating disorder but I just can't see it. However I think that it is something that I've got to finally face and admit so: Yes, I do have an eating problem I...

Last night by best friend told me that she didn't really want to talk to me again until I had 'sorted my life out' which basically means stopped self harming. I don't blame her, she's had to put up with my ups and downs for the past 5 years. It still really hurts though. She was one of the only...

3 years ago today was the last time I saw one of my best friends. Two weeks later he died from cancer, he was 14. It still hurts so much and I miss him so much. I never got to tell him how much he meant to me, never got to tell him how much I loved him. I still think of him all the time and...

I'm giving up on counselling. i can't do it anymore. I just cant see any progress, I can't see anything getting any better. I've talked and talked about this stuff and reached no conclusions, there is no point in talking anymore. I've been away for a while, I thought it might help me get my...

This weekend I went to visit my sister and my Mum. It should have been a great time but I had this constant fear over me of them finding out about my SI. I mean it is really unlikely that they would see anything cos i'm so careful but there was still this constant fear. It kind of ruined the...

Is it wrong to lie about self harm injuries? I know that in general it is wrong to lie and i guess that this is no different however it is hardly appropriate to tell the truth a lot of the time and therefore what can you do? When people see the scars or the cuts, or the burns, what do you tell...

What is wrong with me? I don't want to destroy my body in the way that I do yet I can't stop. Last night things just got so bad. I got back to uni yesterday and I was so glad to be back, home was driving me mad! However when I went back to my room after being with friends I just went crazy. I...

Why does pain feel so good? I have recently admitted to myself and one other person that I have self harmed everyday for the past 7 years. I have known that I had a problem with self harm but only realised that i was doing it when I was actually cutting. However I do other stuff to myself...