Search results

  1. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    sry to dig this one up... can we seriously continue this? 14 january i turn 32 years old i wish u all good holidays and everybody really. please pray for me to be in well fysical condition..if u will. dont listen to me 1 listen to god. 2 listen to the sun.. run a check. resaerch it....
  2. xounstaer

    reach, own place.. plz ...

    hey, :) can anyone out there make this be heard? /\ if you care about it plz help me out to redach my destination as well.. i hope you have words for me or so. why why why. after all why not. do you know another word or synonim for 'comforter'? plz plz plz. hmm i can talk for sure pretty'...
  3. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    No i came here cause i didnt know where else to turn to. And i dont think i am the messiah for the kick of it. It belongs with my psychoses. At least the shrinks told me that is psychotic. And i dont tend to be more or less thinking to be the messiah.Ik I will forget the unkind reply. But...
  4. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    i am happy to hear these words from you gotservant@
  5. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    thanks for the kind replies i have surrendered my life to god and with that to jesus, i have been a christian for qute a while now. still this psychosis remais it is a delusion. but then i tell you what other people told me about my thoughts and experiences and feelings i know christ would...
  6. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    i posted underneath schizophrenia for a reason @Noxot. i had the highest grade in english at school for exam. and i have thought and dreamt in english though it is not my first language i will keep it simple then. the my psychosis still hasnt left me. and i havent read here in a while. i...
  7. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    @staff, may the topic's title be changed into: "being me and messiah"
  8. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    i am greatfull for your message and how open you are to me. i named the subject the messiah delusion so that people do not immidiatly call me insane. but i will carry this with me the rest of my life. what i need to do is find a way to live with what god has shown or given me in my life, within...
  9. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    I was thinking to tell how well I've done my best here once I submit my stash nicely in the evening. and I have the whole week really home cooked potatoes with broccoli and spinach and Brussels sprouts, and also different kinds of meat. In addition, may I ookw honor in bath and fifteen minutes...
  10. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    It is now around 3 o'clock in the night from Saturday to Sunday or half-way on the night of zaterderdag to Sunday which for us means the last day before resuming all the regular work, I do not work well unless the night guard is called but it is there is already one in the department. What I...
  11. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    where is the discipline, no man is to be ill stand up around 7 or make it ten and check from top to too then write down the ten commandment as you know them and ask yourself this. am i bipolair. should be 3 am then i guess to get healty or 3 pm :)
  12. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    I understand that we all want to keep there. similar doctrine down but I also note that there is only one a whole although it is said ye are gods. I believe in a universe anyway . even after having read the Koran / sjitta and when I got over the ordinary normal Muslim in the Netherlands , there...
  13. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    lately i am thinking of figuring out with after also having red the koran [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ta and the whole of the bible who i am suppused to put all togather it is clear i am not a regular christian. especially what i experienced i combination with what peulus says and the message from mohammed towards the...
  14. xounstaer

    to be a christian and have the messiah delusion

    hey i just wanted to let you all know besides christian persecution i am doing fine and just got more just. i would like to have this threads title changed @staff into "being messiah and human"
  15. xounstaer

    as i go on heading the least so i see..

    hey i dont want to bother a brother or sister. i see to find a way to calm down which is burning heavily. somebody must teach me wich way to use the wires of life if u get me. i can not live on just water and tragedys dont have to be far if i not one myself. in the licht of forgiveness...
  16. xounstaer

    fair to ask opinions over my path .to go well.

    I.ll seek to ask you again to a comment besides the advice in faith posted which is good too but right now still it is besides what surrounds me most all i can use more details besides all shown around me imagine my days or tell me where to go around here or amongst who.
  17. xounstaer

    fair to ask opinions over my path .to go well.

    is a great point of believe you did share. lately i have been busy mostly in the mind alone and of course i breathe. it goes well now or reasonable. i was about to tell somewhat of a believe too reagrding to explain what i said so free, its was about words of the bible i might just speak out...
  18. xounstaer

    fair to ask opinions over my path .to go well.

    i typed a message but it didnt work, i did it wrong or there was an error. now i dont know what to say, i remember about what i wrote and now i dont feel like sitting behind the computer i did want to reply later on.
  19. xounstaer

    fair to ask opinions over my path .to go well.

    Can you tell me how i would be of good use here. i realize i think its not common to ask how i can be of use here. i ll do my best to serve right. its just that i need to be said to how i can practise a form of belief in a small way. or should i feel my worth can be apreciated. i want not to...