I had to take massive amounts of medication for an IT-BAND tear, and now that stopped taking the massive amounts, I'm having extreme emotional ups/downs before my regular medication time: self-hating, weepy, angry (zing/bang/zing/bang...
I feel like I shouldn't post when I feel down like this because it will bring someone else down, and I want to be encouraging, but to make sure it's not pride leading me to feel that way, I am posting:
I HATE medications!!! and a whole lot more--and that's how it goes, until the rest of the massive medication residue leaves my system--don't know when that will be:
I can't pray; I can't make sense out of my usual books; if I read a simpler one I end up feeling mean-spirited about the pious person in it...
OK, now I'm smiling.
I'm human, that's it, really, isn't it--just as human as anyone else:
And...
I still HATE this!
I need:
~ Carolyn