Space, my brother, You are being attacked by the enemy of our souls. He is a liar, the father of lies, is what Jesus called him. Call him on it brother. Stand strong, for God will deliver You.
"He doesn't really care about you?" Is what Satan wants you to believe.
Do you want to know what God says about that?
" FEAR NOT, FOR I HAVE REDDEMED YOU; I HAVE SUMMONED YOU BY NAME; YOU ARE MINE."
You Space, no matter what that nasty serpant says, You are God's.
" WHEN YOU PASS THROUGH THE WATERS. I WILL BE WITH YOU; AND WHEN YOU PASS THROUGH THE RIVERS, THEY WILL NOT SWEEP OVER YOU. WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH THE FIRE, YOU WILL NOT BE BURNED; THE FLAMES WILL NOT SET YOU ABLAZE. FOR I AM THE LORD, YOUR GOD, THE HOLY ONE OF ISRAEL, YOUR SAVIOR;
You brother are walking through the fire right now. But God has promised not to leave you, but to take your hand and Walk with you. He never said that we wouldn't have sorrows, we wouldn't have trials, we wouldn't be tempted, what He said is that He will never leave you.
" SINCE YOU ARE PRECIOUS AND HONORED IN MY SIGHT, AND BECAUSE I LOVE YOU."
~Isaiah 43~
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. ~1Corinthians 10:13
Brother, God knew before you were even born what you would be going through. And He knows that you can handle this. Your way out brother is to give it to Him. He doesn't ask you to fight Satan, He asks you to have Faith that He WILL. Stand brother.
" I will not be controlled by negative thoughts. I renounce these thoughts in the name of Jesus Christ. I reject the suggestions that God has not forgiven me. I reject all of your lies Satan. I have the mind of Christ and I refuse any thoughts that are not of the Lord. Flee from me Satan in the Mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen."
Brother, whenever these thoughts are upon you, reject them in the name of Jesus Christ. They WILL flee from You. Everytime. If you have to say it a million times a day, say it, reject it. Eventually, it will stop. God has promised and He is faithful.
Lord Father, I come to Your throne of grace with confidence seeking help for our brother during his time of need. The enemy of our soul is seeking to destroy our brother Space, and I bind these spirits in the Holy name of Jesus Christ. Father You said in Your Word, ' We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ' Father, these thoughts that our brother is being bombarded with are attempting to exalt itself above the Word of God, I cast these thoughts down O Mighty King and bring them into captivity to Jesus Christ. Let our brother cry out to You O Mighty King to deliver him from the enemy. Let his heart no longer be held by the father of lies. Free him from the bondage that is keeping him from You. In the Mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray, Amen.
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