I wondered about that when I first started visiting in here too. I just couldn't seem to share anything. I would want to, but somehow it just wasn't going happen. Then, you saw what happened last week. BAM! It all erupted like a volcano. Wow, that was the biggest melt-down I've had for a while; and the very first one in front of a bunch of people. CSML,(that's your initials by the way), I really appreciated your response and the others' responses too. Anyway, I had a real soul search, and realized it was time to start dealing with the grief, and all the emotions, and unresolved issues, etc. I guess I was expecting too much from myself, too soon. I was trying to just get on with my life, without dealing with the loss of my former life. Stuff like that. So, how are you doing? I am glad to see someone wanting to encourage fellowship in here. But you probably know yourself from your own feelings, that sometimes you just have to withdraw from everyone for periods of time. Kind of like C1ners was talking about.
I do want to try to do better about talking about things, and encouraging others to talk as well. Even though, it is very hard sometimes.That melt down the other day, showed me that it is important to try to reach out to others and to try to help each other. Of course we always pray for each other, and that's the most important thing. Anyhoo, CSML, I hope you will come in here often and share and pose questions to others. I think that is very healthy. Thanks, Bro. God Bless you! Pilgrim