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in high school I often had the thought that I was about to throw up. recently i went to a restaurant and after the meal (I believe I had overeaten) I felt like I was going to throw up so I went to the bathroom and went threw a long ordeal of gagging and working against my body to finally throw up. Its like a thought triggers me to start gagging until I throw up.
tonight I was with freinds at another restaurant and I had the same thought. I was waiting outside on the girl that just broke my heart and I gave her a hug and then said I think im going to throw up and then I ended up gagging and eventually throwing up right there in front of her . I know that it is completely in my head because its like I have to work against my body to force myself to throw up. Once I start gagging I cant stop until I have thrown up.
Its definently not anxiety or anything like that and its so weird. im afraid my freinds might think I keep doing it to get attention which im not.
tonight I was with freinds at another restaurant and I had the same thought. I was waiting outside on the girl that just broke my heart and I gave her a hug and then said I think im going to throw up and then I ended up gagging and eventually throwing up right there in front of her . I know that it is completely in my head because its like I have to work against my body to force myself to throw up. Once I start gagging I cant stop until I have thrown up.
Its definently not anxiety or anything like that and its so weird. im afraid my freinds might think I keep doing it to get attention which im not.