I am a 15 year old guy. I was raised in a very strong Christian household with 2 very loving parents and a godly older brother. I said a salvation prayer at age seven with my mom because I wanted to be saved. Since probably around the age of 12, i have been attracted to other guys. Yeah, I have crushed on girls but the desire isn't nearly as strong. Recently since puberty started, my homosexual desires have been almost out of control. I started masturbating and looking at things online I shouldn't. I want to have a decent relationship with God, but I feel so far from Him. I want to overcome my homosexual desires so badly. I feel so ashamed of it. I know I want to live my life for Christ, but I feel as if I will never overcome my sexual desires. I never was baptized, and I really want to be, but I would feel like such a hypocrite being baptized while having these desires. I have told myself I will stop masturbating, but I always end up giving into temptation withing days. I really want to overcome this. Please pray for me, and any advice would be more than appreciated!