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Hey everyone, I've been reading threads here for a while, but this is my first post. I've heard some of you (alot?) have had serious struggles with your faith. Mine is driving me nuts. I've had moments where I'm somehow absolutely convinced I'm going to hell. I read the bible and all I can here is parts like "few enter the narrow way" "for them remains no more salvation" etc etc.... It's like being convinced that Jesus doesn't love me because I'm insincere or I've screwed it up or something. What helps to drive my fear is the fear of hell itself being a motivator aswell. IE, do I do good things only to avoid hell? Do I love Jesus or only fear Him? I seem to naturally desire selfish things, but I must mechanically force good acts most of the time. It's driving me CRAZY, I don't know if I'll see the Lords name on a billboard or whatever and feel hope or terror. Anything to help is MUCH appreciated. I just keep doubting my salvation, and the doubts come and go. How does one know their own heart?!
Thanx, Ryder
Thanx, Ryder