ive heard others talk about this before, even at a meeting the other night.
ive had several, spaced out a few months apart. had one a couple nights ago. in this dream, i found myself drunk from beer and booze, and smoking pot. i found myself wondering what i was doing, and how this would affect my next urine analysis. i convinced myself that i could just tell them the pot was for medicinal purposes, and just not answer about the alcohol. i was so angry at what i was doing, and could NOT figure out why i was so wasted and stoned. (not to mention having to return and re earn my sobriety chips.)
so i wake up and start thinking about things, upset that i had to deal with this crap again, and dreading the hangover. i got up and stretched and realized i didnt have a hangover, and didnt recognize my surroundings form the night before. then my AHA moment, IT WAS JUST A BAD DREAM!!
LOL, i laughed so hard to be so relieved that none of it happened. gave me something to think about and a very positive reminder of why i dont need to do those kinds of things.
I hope this experience relates to someone that it can be useful to.
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ive had several, spaced out a few months apart. had one a couple nights ago. in this dream, i found myself drunk from beer and booze, and smoking pot. i found myself wondering what i was doing, and how this would affect my next urine analysis. i convinced myself that i could just tell them the pot was for medicinal purposes, and just not answer about the alcohol. i was so angry at what i was doing, and could NOT figure out why i was so wasted and stoned. (not to mention having to return and re earn my sobriety chips.)
so i wake up and start thinking about things, upset that i had to deal with this crap again, and dreading the hangover. i got up and stretched and realized i didnt have a hangover, and didnt recognize my surroundings form the night before. then my AHA moment, IT WAS JUST A BAD DREAM!!
LOL, i laughed so hard to be so relieved that none of it happened. gave me something to think about and a very positive reminder of why i dont need to do those kinds of things.
I hope this experience relates to someone that it can be useful to.
hotsauce