- Jul 21, 2010
- 206
- 36
- Country
- United Kingdom
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I am an older person now and have been smoking since the age of 16. My health is suffering due to smoking and I cannot seem to find the will to be healthy in order to stop. Inside me I just think well if I go I go. I have tried everything and smoke around 20 roll ups a day. I have asthma COPD, vascular issues and get panic attack due to not breathing properly when walking, so it has stopped me from wanting to go to the shops even. I belong to a nicotine anonymous group, use patches daily. I have tried electronic cigarettes too but I feel there is something deep inside me that just rebels against my own health. Can anyone pray for me or help me? I have had an balloon put in my leg due to blocked veins through smoking but still nothing makes me want to quit.