All i can do is get on my knees and pray for the Lords mercy and hope in Him. I must love God and not sin, i must obey His commandments that the apostles teach us. I can do no other thing. Surely i need the Lord and i follow Him and must obey Him. I will try my best to obey him and abstain from evil works and try do good instead, and i do pray for His help, and i will allow His grace to sustain me.
2Co_7:1 Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
Heb_12:28 Wherefore we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear:
Psa_34:18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.
Deu_6:13 Thou shalt fear the LORD thy God, and serve him, and shalt swear by his name.
Deu_6:24 And the LORD commanded us to do all these statutes, to fear the LORD our God, for our good always, that he might preserve us alive, as it is at this day.
Deu_13:4 Ye shall walk after the LORD your God, and fear him, and keep his commandments, and obey his voice, and ye shall serve him, and cleave unto him.
1Sa_12:24 Only fear the LORD, and serve him in truth with all your heart: for consider how great things he hath done for you.
Psa_25:14 The secret of the LORD is with them that fear him; and he will shew them his covenant.
Psa_60:4 Thou hast given a banner to them that fear thee, that it may be displayed because of the truth. Selah.
Psa_85:9 Surely his salvation is nigh them that fear him; that glory may dwell in our land.
Psa_115:11 Ye that fear the LORD, trust in the LORD: he is their help and their shield.