As I Muslim I feel I can relate to "God" as unitary but when it comes to the Christian trinity, I become boggled and bewildered not only at the object of thought, but what I am supposed to focus on internally also.
I remember reading some philosophy where it was remarked that we can focus on so many apples etc, but after a certain number we cant grasp them all as on at once, but have to count separately. It is like that with the trinity. I can have an idea of a spirit close to me (holy spirit) or a God Father in the heavens, and even of a human blessed with divine wisdom or more. But all three at once, all become completely 'fuse blown' and my head is more of a tangle than a spiritual experience.
In fact its impossible to become focused or engrossed. Its like there is a "no entry" sign around the whole idea/experience complex, so how does it feel to have actual access to this God in ones heart and soul???
I remember reading some philosophy where it was remarked that we can focus on so many apples etc, but after a certain number we cant grasp them all as on at once, but have to count separately. It is like that with the trinity. I can have an idea of a spirit close to me (holy spirit) or a God Father in the heavens, and even of a human blessed with divine wisdom or more. But all three at once, all become completely 'fuse blown' and my head is more of a tangle than a spiritual experience.
In fact its impossible to become focused or engrossed. Its like there is a "no entry" sign around the whole idea/experience complex, so how does it feel to have actual access to this God in ones heart and soul???