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Psalm 13
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 How long, LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
How comforting to know that I am not alone in wrestling with my thoughts. I used to think that my thoughts were what controlled me but now I know that I control my thoughts. That doesn't mean I always have the right thoughts. Far from it! But I do know that I challenge them, fight them, change them and control them. I don't have to be dictated by my thoughts. It is never easy though.
3 Look on me and answer, LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death,
4 and my enemy will say, I have overcome him,
and my foes will rejoice when I fall. 5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I also used to think that I didn't have any enemies. Unfortunately I have found many along the way. When I was a child I just thought that an enemy was someone who wanted to attack you. I have since found out an enemy is someone who doesn't care about you, someone who doesn't want you to succeed, someone who is just your friend for selfish reasons (such as wanting to make themselves look good), someone who doesn't want you to change your life (so they don't have to change theirs or so you don't end up being better than them), someone who stops you being who God made you to be as well as someone who wants to atteck you. I don't have many people who want to physically hurt me but I do have a lot of people who want me to be everything THEY want me to be. I have friends who don't want me to be better than me and in fact sometimes go out of their way to make me look bad to others. I have friends who don't listen to me and don't let others listen to me. I have friends who get jealous when I talk to others. I have a lot more enemies than I thought! And maybe, just maybe, I treat some people more like my enemy than my friend. I need to be careful too!
But through all of this I can see a light. I can see a hope. I can see God. I may not always be treated right but I know that my salvation doesn't rest in the hands of people who loved me yesterday, hurt me today and will forget me tomorrow. My salvation is in the Lord whose love never fails.
6 I will sing the LORDs praise,
for he has been good to me.
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 How long, LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
How comforting to know that I am not alone in wrestling with my thoughts. I used to think that my thoughts were what controlled me but now I know that I control my thoughts. That doesn't mean I always have the right thoughts. Far from it! But I do know that I challenge them, fight them, change them and control them. I don't have to be dictated by my thoughts. It is never easy though.
3 Look on me and answer, LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death,
4 and my enemy will say, I have overcome him,
and my foes will rejoice when I fall. 5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I also used to think that I didn't have any enemies. Unfortunately I have found many along the way. When I was a child I just thought that an enemy was someone who wanted to attack you. I have since found out an enemy is someone who doesn't care about you, someone who doesn't want you to succeed, someone who is just your friend for selfish reasons (such as wanting to make themselves look good), someone who doesn't want you to change your life (so they don't have to change theirs or so you don't end up being better than them), someone who stops you being who God made you to be as well as someone who wants to atteck you. I don't have many people who want to physically hurt me but I do have a lot of people who want me to be everything THEY want me to be. I have friends who don't want me to be better than me and in fact sometimes go out of their way to make me look bad to others. I have friends who don't listen to me and don't let others listen to me. I have friends who get jealous when I talk to others. I have a lot more enemies than I thought! And maybe, just maybe, I treat some people more like my enemy than my friend. I need to be careful too!
But through all of this I can see a light. I can see a hope. I can see God. I may not always be treated right but I know that my salvation doesn't rest in the hands of people who loved me yesterday, hurt me today and will forget me tomorrow. My salvation is in the Lord whose love never fails.
6 I will sing the LORDs praise,
for he has been good to me.
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