Hi Folks,
I've had depression for years, but within the last 2 years it's gotten much worth with times of suicidal thoughts and just horrible moods most of the time. Also within the last 2 years some amazing blessings have come my way, I met my fiance and we're due to get married in about 2 months. I used to be so happy, but most of the time I'm miserable hating my life and just no fun to be around. I get mad at my dog, who is a puppy when he does stuff all puppies do like pee in the house, I just seem to have a short fuse anymore. My fiance and I bicker sometimes and we never used to do that, since it seems like tiny annoyances will set me off or I'll just think I don't care about anything (depression creeping in again) and I feel like I have no real happiness or joy or things to look forward to in my life. Just wanted to vent/ ask for prayers for myself and my family that I start getting better. I'm going to a therapist and a regular depression doctor for my meds but sometimes it seems like it will never get any better. Anyway thanks for listening and all prayers are very much appreciated.
Thanks Again,
Moose645
I've had depression for years, but within the last 2 years it's gotten much worth with times of suicidal thoughts and just horrible moods most of the time. Also within the last 2 years some amazing blessings have come my way, I met my fiance and we're due to get married in about 2 months. I used to be so happy, but most of the time I'm miserable hating my life and just no fun to be around. I get mad at my dog, who is a puppy when he does stuff all puppies do like pee in the house, I just seem to have a short fuse anymore. My fiance and I bicker sometimes and we never used to do that, since it seems like tiny annoyances will set me off or I'll just think I don't care about anything (depression creeping in again) and I feel like I have no real happiness or joy or things to look forward to in my life. Just wanted to vent/ ask for prayers for myself and my family that I start getting better. I'm going to a therapist and a regular depression doctor for my meds but sometimes it seems like it will never get any better. Anyway thanks for listening and all prayers are very much appreciated.
Thanks Again,
Moose645