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Dark_Lil_Missunderstood

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I am a Satanist, and have been so for almost a week now. I've changed faiths before, from Aethiest to Christian, from Christian to Agnostic, then from Agnostic to where I am now. I was never really very 'strong' in my Christian faith, which is probably why I no longer believe in a god; at least, not the one that Christians do.

I do not worship Satan in the sense that some Christians may believe. In other words, I do not worship the 'Christian Satan'. So please do not have what may be called "Satanic Panic". I do not wish death nor pain and suffering upon Christians or any other people just according to their faith. I merely believe in something different than Christians; please do not shun me for it. The Christian faith never, how should I say, 'work' for me? I was constantly in doubt of what I 'believed', or claimed I did.

I may suffer for the decision I've made, but so far I feel like I'm doing the right thing. My 'denomination', I suppose, is of the Church of Satan. Satanists do not kill animals nor children, so I am not a bloodthirsty monster... This is a stereotype. People who claim to be 'Satanists' because they kill people and do other things like the SRA are not the same kind of 'Satanist' that I am. Pray for me, if you will.
 

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I am praying for you....by the way how old are you?I am getting the feeling that maybe you are pretty young and are confused as I know as I was...you are searching for answers....God is the answer....there are different degrees of christianity...maybe you were only scratching the surface....
 
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I've prayed for you, and I sincerely hope you find your way back home. Please just know that God loves you, and even if you don't believe in Him, He will always believe in you. Please just keep your heart and your mind open, you never know who you might meet tomorrow
 
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I'd like to add my prayer for you too. I pray that God would give you the eyes and the heart to see and know the truth. Praying for healing and acceptance and love in your life and that you would find all of these in Jesus.Amen

Sometimes you gotta wade through a lot of **** to get to Jesus, but that doesn't change who and what He is. If you look at your disillusionment with the "church" I bet that you will find that it has it's roots in man's shortcomings, not Jesus'. He will never change and He loves you like no one else can or ever will. I know, I have been there and back again. Jesus understands you too. 's to you!!
 
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I thank you that today is the day of salvation. I praise you that your word does not come back void but does accomplish what it is sent to do. Lord send your Holy Spirit to overshadow this dear girl and minister to her and draw her back to you. Lord fill her with your Holy Spirit and give her a desire to know you like no desire she has ever had in her life. Lord give her a hunger to return to you and to dedicate her life to you and only you. Lord give her a hunger inside for righteousness.
Lord deliver her from the enemy and his decieveing spirit. Lord shield her eyes and her ears from the voice of the enemy. Lord in the name of Jesus break all ties she has to the enemy and bring restoration in to her life.
In Jesus name
Aman
 
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seekingpurity047

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Father, may glory be given to Your name, for You alone deserve every bit of it. Father, none of us are worthy of Your love, and it so hard to understand, but God, may Dark_lil see Your light fully. May she not seek different faiths simply because it doesn't work for her, because Father, You work for all of those that You have chosen. God, Your love endures forever, and may Dark_lil realize that satanism is not the way to go. Even the demons believe in you Father. May she have faith in You as she once did Lord, draw her close to You. Father, we have all of our beliefs, but we don't want our beliefs. God, we want You. People jsut tend to search for You in the wrong places. May she find the right way to go Father. May she realize that to have a relationship with You is more than just being under a denomination, or of a particular faith. But that it is a relationship with You. God, we honor You. In Jesus' Precious Name, Amen.
 
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