I have come to the blatant conclusion that the world is a cesspool of ignorance and endless suffering. I have been overcome with grief every day I stroll through the dirty streets and come across even dirtier people that make me feel as if though being a human is a curse I was born into. Flipping through the television only disgusts me as I see half dressed women flaunting around, unreal realty shows and the latest horrible news. We must change these ways which is the most evident thing here but I cant help feeling like there is no use in praying or worshiping a god, after all is it not yourself and only yourself that can change the situation your in? Is this world but an illusion filled with characters and must you learn to suffer throughout your life to fully understand the lessons dealt to you in life? Will you then and only then be able to look back on past mistakes and not make them again. If there is a way for me to become a better human being it has been from learning not to make the mistakes all these other humans around me make day after endless day. I can feel the years rush over and I can feel I'm getting older yet everything is going down hill in terms of human immorality.
I wish i could be happy but with all this endless turmoil that I witness makes me sick to my stomach. The years of pain have become an apparent rotten sore on the face of mother earth.
Perhaps some time in the distant future we will realize that the cause of our actions is the cause for such unhappiness in the world, but till that long awaited way we can only sit here and try to better ourselves and teach others the bounty of peace and love.
~~ Peace sisters and brothers for i must depart~~
I wish i could be happy but with all this endless turmoil that I witness makes me sick to my stomach. The years of pain have become an apparent rotten sore on the face of mother earth.
Perhaps some time in the distant future we will realize that the cause of our actions is the cause for such unhappiness in the world, but till that long awaited way we can only sit here and try to better ourselves and teach others the bounty of peace and love.
~~ Peace sisters and brothers for i must depart~~