i've believed in God since I was a little girl,but I can't really say I've always been a christian because I haven't lived for God. I've been trying to clean up my life,and tv and music these days seem like they are all bad,it's been a challenge.I've done well with music,but I love dance music,and most of that I've had to give up because it's just plain awful when you actually listen to the lyrics.I just feel drained because my friends will invite me to hang out or to see a movie and my conscience is really beating me up now that I'm trying to do better,(which I know is a good thing,but still)and I find myself constantly saying,"i can't." because I know I wouldn't be okay with Jesus watching it with me. it's just really tough. I love the show revenge. has anybody heard of it? it's pretty much the only show I watch anymore but i'm so addicted! lol. do I have to give it up too? it's just hard.