My name is Raf, and I really don't know what to say, so I'll just say what comes to me. I was raised Catholic, but doesn't do anything for me. I accepted Jesus Christ in my life in 1991, and have back slid in between. I'm 58 years old and I'm an alcoholic, I tried AA, and once put together 5 and a half years of sobriety. There's still something missing, and I believe I'm lacking Spirituality. I feel that I'm at the jumping off place. Can't live without alcohol, and can't live with it. Lately, I put together a couple of days without a drink, only to drink again. I ran out of things to say, but you get the jist of it, I'm sure. Well, that's my introduction and I'm sure I'll join in on others comments, so I think I'll try to familiarize myself around here, and thanks for being here.