I was wondering if you guys can give me tips on how to learn to start trusting God
what you need to do is take this to the Lord, spend some time (alot of time)alone with God and ask him to help you, he will lead you in the way you need to go. he will speak to you about what to do. when things need to be changed, we take them to the place of prayer, and in the place of prayer, God reforms us. through speaking to us and leading us by his spirit.
cast your cares upon the Lord, for he cares for you. take your troubles to the Lord and leave them there.
seek and a deeper relationship with the Lord, and you will see progress in this issue. the holyspirit is the great physician and counseler.
as we grow into deeper and deeper relationships with the Lord, we learn to tune in to what his spirit is saying to us more and more, and as we do this God speaks to us more and more and through this, God deals with and helps all the issues in our lives.
if we only go to men, we are limited to what men know.
but if we learn to abide in the place of hearing God at all times, we always have unlimited access to the latest thoughts from the throne room of heavon.
about your family,
in that environment, i feel that the Lord would have me tell you, it is imperitave, that you begin to read the holy bible as much as you can, meditate in it day and night as the bible says, so that you will be able to know the truth, and you will not be overtaken and decieved with the darkness that your family has embraced. the devil would snuff you out if he could, and if you do not fill yourself with the true word of God, he can and will. stay close to God in prayer, stay in the bible night and day, find a christian church for a spirtual home.
Godbless you
Lee.