I am a christian who has always believed in God and Jesus but did not choose to live for Christ until about 2 years ago when I asked him for forgiveness and was saved. During my many years living as I chose I got HIV. I have been on meds for a long tiime and they have worked wonderfully. I am getting ready to lose my medicaid which is how I've been able to receive them and am not sure how I will pay for them. I have been praying for a year or so for God to heal me or show me a way to continue getting my pills. I REALLY felt he answered me recently and told me that I was healed and no longer needed my pills so I quit taking them. I have had flu like symptons for the past couple of weeks now which is a sign of the virus trying to take back over. Now I'm unsure if taking the pills again is a sign of weakness in my faith or if I was just wrong to begin with when I thought he healed me. I don't think I have the flu.