I was recently convicted through scripture of living a carnal, doubleminded Christian life. I professed Christianity, but continued in a life of sin. I thought I was saved, and I may have been, but only two weeks ago I submitted my life completely to Christ and asked Him to be my personal God.
However, I look back over my life and see a lot of sin that I willfully committed with the idea that I was saved so it didn't really matter. I know a true Christian should hate sin, and generally I dislike sinning. I fear sin because I know God hates it, but I don't know that I hate it like I should.
I might hate it, but with the conviction of my carnality came a lot of fear, and I feel that fear whenever I think of my sins. It's hard to separate other feelings from that fear.
Is hatred for sin something that comes all at once, or is it something that grows as we grow in faith?
However, I look back over my life and see a lot of sin that I willfully committed with the idea that I was saved so it didn't really matter. I know a true Christian should hate sin, and generally I dislike sinning. I fear sin because I know God hates it, but I don't know that I hate it like I should.
I might hate it, but with the conviction of my carnality came a lot of fear, and I feel that fear whenever I think of my sins. It's hard to separate other feelings from that fear.
Is hatred for sin something that comes all at once, or is it something that grows as we grow in faith?