I consider myself agnostic, but I'm also quite drawn to Quakerism and lately have started feeling drawn to believe again.
One of the things that has influenced it is that the world seems like it might really be evil. I want to think humanity can make the world a better place, and I find it hard to believe in anything transcendental, but it really seems like evil rules the world. The world is based on coercion, lies, oppression, theft, all kinds of evil.
And so many people are without any kind of love. I work with some people that seem to be getting more and more angry by the day. They become angry at everything, degrade everyone. They are so in love with their addictions and material comforts that they can't support their families, they have to work more, become more upset and only think about themselves. Sometimes they seem like living demons which is frightening.
I want to believe Jesus is real, the prince of peace, and that holy love and peace can overcome everything. It is hard to believe, history is doubtful, and it would be wrong to believe in things without due consideration IMO. But the more the world slides into darkness the more it seems like He must exist.
One of the things that has influenced it is that the world seems like it might really be evil. I want to think humanity can make the world a better place, and I find it hard to believe in anything transcendental, but it really seems like evil rules the world. The world is based on coercion, lies, oppression, theft, all kinds of evil.
And so many people are without any kind of love. I work with some people that seem to be getting more and more angry by the day. They become angry at everything, degrade everyone. They are so in love with their addictions and material comforts that they can't support their families, they have to work more, become more upset and only think about themselves. Sometimes they seem like living demons which is frightening.
I want to believe Jesus is real, the prince of peace, and that holy love and peace can overcome everything. It is hard to believe, history is doubtful, and it would be wrong to believe in things without due consideration IMO. But the more the world slides into darkness the more it seems like He must exist.