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Bear with me: When I got saved back in 6th grade I wanted to go to World Harvest Bible College, graduate, and be a full time minister. As I got older and started middle and high school I fell away from God and stopped maturing in Him. During this time away from Him I was a very cold, mean, wicked person, dabbling in Satanism and other things that I'm not proud of. When I met my wife I gave myself to the Lord once again. That lasted a very short time before I fell away again, this time without all the "evil" stuff. I just fell cold and kind of gave up I suppose. But during this time, even though I hadn't read my Bible or prayed or anything to grow closer to God, I still felt that maybe I should be a pastor. The one thing I've always wanted to "be when I grow up" is a Police Officer, and I still do, but every once in a while the thought crosses my mind that maybe I'm not pursuing the right career. My question is, finally, even though I'm no where near as spiritually mature as I should be is it still possible that God wants me to do this? Even though I don't have scriptures memorized and I don't have a college degree yet or anything that you would "expect" of a person that you would call a pastor, could these thoughts and feelings be something more than just thoughts and feelings? Your advice and prayers are greatly appreciated. Thank you. God bless.