You aren't the only one. Yet now I just see those women are the ones that are great to daydream over but the ones I'll never pursue and it no longer bothers me.
Yet the daydreaming gets old. But oh well. Soon I'll be in a bigger city again. Been too long, and hopefully find me a pursuable crush.
I already know when I was there last, and went to the casino and my mom and I went to one of the restaurants upstairs in the casino, there was a girl there I could easily crush on if I'm not already just because of her looks. Short(shorter than what I am used to), long dark hair, left hand with no ring (that's sexy btw) something about her look that made her, I don't know how to say it. Grant it she was working and I may have just been staring too much (heck my mom even watched me outright flirt and stare at someone) but there was just something drawing me to her facial mannerisms. I don't want to say mysterious, but just so cute and so pretty, but in a mature manner especially when you see the light in their eyes. We did make a lot of eye contact and I know she caught me watching her. Its not like I was trying to hide it. PA here I come!
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