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Even just by posting this it's made me scared to death that God is going to be furious at me for looking outside of my church for help.....this church isn't legalistic, but this is the way I've come to see God.
Hello. Since I've been a believer, I've struggled a lot with anxiety, mental health issues, and have been more miserable than joyful in my Christian walk. I've also been involved in primarily Pentecostal churches and am wondering if this doesn't have something to do with it. Church feels intimidating, I'm afraid of God and always think he'll be angry at me if I make even one wrong move, and I also have a very warped sense of Christianity. I started going through membership classes at another Pentecostal church and following my latest issues with anxiety have decided to take a break and try to get counseling at a nondenominational church in my area. Now that I really step back and look at things, I realize that not everything that appears to be coming from God is actually Him and there is something about it that rubs me the wrong way. What do you think?
It's frightening because it seems like God put me there, so I'm scared of leaving because of that, but then I wonder "I know we're supposed to deny ourselves, but why would God put me in a place where I'm this miserable and mentally disordered?". I wonder if I haven't been deceived all along.
Hello. Since I've been a believer, I've struggled a lot with anxiety, mental health issues, and have been more miserable than joyful in my Christian walk. I've also been involved in primarily Pentecostal churches and am wondering if this doesn't have something to do with it. Church feels intimidating, I'm afraid of God and always think he'll be angry at me if I make even one wrong move, and I also have a very warped sense of Christianity. I started going through membership classes at another Pentecostal church and following my latest issues with anxiety have decided to take a break and try to get counseling at a nondenominational church in my area. Now that I really step back and look at things, I realize that not everything that appears to be coming from God is actually Him and there is something about it that rubs me the wrong way. What do you think?
Hello. Since I've been a believer, I've struggled a lot with anxiety, mental health issues, and have been more miserable than joyful in my Christian walk. I've also been involved in primarily Pentecostal churches and am wondering if this doesn't have something to do with it. Church feels intimidating, I'm afraid of God and always think he'll be angry at me if I make even one wrong move, and I also have a very warped sense of Christianity. I started going through membership classes at another Pentecostal church and following my latest issues with anxiety have decided to take a break and try to get counseling at a nondenominational church in my area. Now that I really step back and look at things, I realize that not everything that appears to be coming from God is actually Him and there is something about it that rubs me the wrong way. What do you think?
Why are you afraid of God? Because he loves you? Because he adopted you into his family? Because in Christ he no longer sees your sins? God is your spiritual father who unconditionally loves you and wants you to relate to him as Abba.
Any church or individual who is telling you otherwise is in conflict with Scripture. End of story!
Thank you all. The current church is in the Assemblies of God denomination.....the people are good, but the whole thing with prophecy, tongues, healings....very into Brownsville Revival, Kathryn Kuhlman, slain in the spirit, gifts, falling before the altar......we had a revival service not too long ago that was very unsettling for me. Plus, the whole "God has to dictate every move you make" mindset that I've developed from it has got me tied up in knots.
Thank you all. The current church is in the Assemblies of God denomination.....the people are good, but the whole thing with prophecy, tongues, healings....very into Brownsville Revival, Kathryn Kuhlman, slain in the spirit, gifts, falling before the altar......we had a revival service not too long ago that was very unsettling for me. Plus, the whole "God has to dictate every move you make" mindset that I've developed from it has got me tied up in knots.
Hello. Since I've been a believer, I've struggled a lot with anxiety, mental health issues, and have been more miserable than joyful in my Christian walk. I've also been involved in primarily Pentecostal churches and am wondering if this doesn't have something to do with it. Church feels intimidating, I'm afraid of God and always think he'll be angry at me if I make even one wrong move, and I also have a very warped sense of Christianity. I started going through membership classes at another Pentecostal church and following my latest issues with anxiety have decided to take a break and try to get counseling at a nondenominational church in my area. Now that I really step back and look at things, I realize that not everything that appears to be coming from God is actually Him and there is something about it that rubs me the wrong way. What do you think?
Just wanted to give an update.....after visiting the church I'm hoping to get counseling at, I have officially decided to not go back to the Pentecostal church.....since leaving I have noticeably less anxiety. I have also heard that there are others in the Church I was going to who are leaving because the new pastor is taking it down a road that no church should go.....one of fanaticism and legalism it seems. Praise God for getting myself and the others out!
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