- Nov 3, 2003
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Lately I've been praying about my ability to connect with others and I believe the lord is showing me that I have to first be vulnerable... meaning express my need, put myself out there before others can love and appreciate me.
I just cannot do this. I obsess over it. On my myspace account I posted some very disclosing things about myself then I rescinded it because well... I like myself but don't like myself at the same time.
Do you all find that you continually critisize yourselves? I am so hard on myself... i find everything wrong with myself... it's like my mind is hard wired to whip myself with a wip... to continuously find the flaws... so that I can fix it or whatever. I don't want to put myself out there and be vulnerable because I'm so afraid that people will reject me.
HB
I just cannot do this. I obsess over it. On my myspace account I posted some very disclosing things about myself then I rescinded it because well... I like myself but don't like myself at the same time.
Do you all find that you continually critisize yourselves? I am so hard on myself... i find everything wrong with myself... it's like my mind is hard wired to whip myself with a wip... to continuously find the flaws... so that I can fix it or whatever. I don't want to put myself out there and be vulnerable because I'm so afraid that people will reject me.
HB