Is it possible for someone to mess up God's dream for them so badly that He decides to take it away from them even though He may forgive the actions and choices that caused the mess up? I worry right now that even though God may forgive me for the choice I made, that He is going to decide to close the door on His dream for me. If that happened I don't know if I'd ever get over blowing my one chance to what I know God wanted me to do with my life and talent that He gave me.