Ok first I can assure you I am not joking around or taking the mickey here. I am a 40 year old guy with a normal life, I am a Roman Catholic although last time in church was about 15 years ago. But I am worried about something.
At end of January I went to a friends birthday party and I admit to being very drunk, I remember the night except for one hour. One minute I was in the bar the next I was in my friends living room at 2am talking with a few others. I didnt think much of it until a few days later when my friend called me saying she needed to ask me something. She wanted to know what I remember so I told her but she wanted to know if I remember being outside the bar and in her kitchen which I dont. It was then that she told me what happened.
About a year ago one of her closet friends took his own life and that night she said she saw him in me plus I was rambling on about working for the government and things that had happened. Now she said she was shocked and didnt believe it at first but others too see this and couldnt believe it. They all said it was this guy who took his own life. I never knew this guy as he died before I knew my friend. She has had someone come into her home since this has happened to do a spiritual reading or something and this guy picked up on her friend and he said her deceased friend is sorry for what he did to the drunk man (me) that night but he had to get a message through. I have told her I am ok with it but the truth is that I am scared. I believe in Jesus but I have never believed in spirits walking the earth or possession but this has me freaked. I am sorry if this is not the right place to put this but been searching online and I cant find any information on this. Should I see someone? Can this really happen? I say im scared but freaked maybe a better word.
Sorry if this sounds all a bit crazy.
At end of January I went to a friends birthday party and I admit to being very drunk, I remember the night except for one hour. One minute I was in the bar the next I was in my friends living room at 2am talking with a few others. I didnt think much of it until a few days later when my friend called me saying she needed to ask me something. She wanted to know what I remember so I told her but she wanted to know if I remember being outside the bar and in her kitchen which I dont. It was then that she told me what happened.
About a year ago one of her closet friends took his own life and that night she said she saw him in me plus I was rambling on about working for the government and things that had happened. Now she said she was shocked and didnt believe it at first but others too see this and couldnt believe it. They all said it was this guy who took his own life. I never knew this guy as he died before I knew my friend. She has had someone come into her home since this has happened to do a spiritual reading or something and this guy picked up on her friend and he said her deceased friend is sorry for what he did to the drunk man (me) that night but he had to get a message through. I have told her I am ok with it but the truth is that I am scared. I believe in Jesus but I have never believed in spirits walking the earth or possession but this has me freaked. I am sorry if this is not the right place to put this but been searching online and I cant find any information on this. Should I see someone? Can this really happen? I say im scared but freaked maybe a better word.
Sorry if this sounds all a bit crazy.