Hey All,
I just need to vent, I hope noone minds?.
It'll be 7 months tomorrow that we lost out Sophia to cancer, leaving behind her twin sisten Colleen.
Me and mom aren't doing so good.
We have so many questions for GOD, But not one person can give us any answers that make sense, we always get "God Know's Best" or "In his will".
It's frustrating not being able to talk to God face to face like i can my wife or any other human being.
And if losing our Sophia wasn't bad enough, the rest of our life's are getting worst, I can't find work (Knowing i probly wouldn't be able to hold it). The house we bought last year is falling apart, The truck i bought last year is needing major repairs (Even after making it clear to the sales guy we needed a reliable truck). He even looked my Sophia in the face when she was alive and promised us a safe truck.
I FEEL, like GOD is ignore us, I know that's not true, but it feels like it, everything bad that could happen seems to be happing to us.
We were very faithful, we had FAITH GOD was gonna heal our Sophia, even when the docs said she was dieing, we didn't listen, we didn't make any preperations we JUST BELIEVED she was gonna be healed.
BUT.......She wasn't, My FAITH, hasn't been the same, How do i trust a GOD that would let something like this happen, And then let our live's back slide even farther????.
I have been a born again Christain since 6 years old, I know GOD, and JESUS. I have been through some rough spots in my life, BUT THIS....
I just Don't know????
Thanks for listening, And any prayer would be welcome.
With God's Love, Don
I just need to vent, I hope noone minds?.
It'll be 7 months tomorrow that we lost out Sophia to cancer, leaving behind her twin sisten Colleen.
Me and mom aren't doing so good.
We have so many questions for GOD, But not one person can give us any answers that make sense, we always get "God Know's Best" or "In his will".
It's frustrating not being able to talk to God face to face like i can my wife or any other human being.
And if losing our Sophia wasn't bad enough, the rest of our life's are getting worst, I can't find work (Knowing i probly wouldn't be able to hold it). The house we bought last year is falling apart, The truck i bought last year is needing major repairs (Even after making it clear to the sales guy we needed a reliable truck). He even looked my Sophia in the face when she was alive and promised us a safe truck.
I FEEL, like GOD is ignore us, I know that's not true, but it feels like it, everything bad that could happen seems to be happing to us.
We were very faithful, we had FAITH GOD was gonna heal our Sophia, even when the docs said she was dieing, we didn't listen, we didn't make any preperations we JUST BELIEVED she was gonna be healed.
BUT.......She wasn't, My FAITH, hasn't been the same, How do i trust a GOD that would let something like this happen, And then let our live's back slide even farther????.
I have been a born again Christain since 6 years old, I know GOD, and JESUS. I have been through some rough spots in my life, BUT THIS....
I just Don't know????
Thanks for listening, And any prayer would be welcome.
With God's Love, Don