Wow! I've never done a blog before but I guess it might be fun. Who knows. I think I'm gonna try it and see.
Lets see now......what can I blog about?..........Today I've been in a real funk. I cant seem to get going and doing the things that I know I really need to do. And I'm not sure why either. I know that when I woke up this morning I clearly heard the Lord tell me that He is gearing His church up to move the Apostolic ministry into a greater anointing starting this season. So i lay there and prayed for a bit then I got up and packed up my gear and walked out from under this bridge that I've been living under andonce I got on the sidewalk it was like I was a different person. I cant really explain it. I know that the shame of having to live on the streets is alot more than I can bare at times but theres nuthin that I can really do about it at this point. I wouldnt be here in Norman,Oklahoma except for the fact that I know that I know that I know that God wants me here. So here I am. And He wants me fasting for this lady who I will call J and praying intensly for her to come to the place to where she can forgive herself. She knows this and she knows that God is really dealing with her about it all but........its become a stronghold in her life for so long that I think she is afraid to let it go. I think that she is afraid that she will be free and happy and so filled with joy that it will end and she cant handle that. This is just what I feel in my spirit. And I think that my reasons for being so down in the dumps today is because I really dont want to do all this fasting and praying for her. I really want to be able to do my own thing yet when I try to g oout and get a job instead of obeying God I cant seem to find one. Its like I keep going in huge circles.
Man this writing stuff really helps me. Wow!! I think I'm gonna try to do this alittle every day or so.
Lets see now......what can I blog about?..........Today I've been in a real funk. I cant seem to get going and doing the things that I know I really need to do. And I'm not sure why either. I know that when I woke up this morning I clearly heard the Lord tell me that He is gearing His church up to move the Apostolic ministry into a greater anointing starting this season. So i lay there and prayed for a bit then I got up and packed up my gear and walked out from under this bridge that I've been living under andonce I got on the sidewalk it was like I was a different person. I cant really explain it. I know that the shame of having to live on the streets is alot more than I can bare at times but theres nuthin that I can really do about it at this point. I wouldnt be here in Norman,Oklahoma except for the fact that I know that I know that I know that God wants me here. So here I am. And He wants me fasting for this lady who I will call J and praying intensly for her to come to the place to where she can forgive herself. She knows this and she knows that God is really dealing with her about it all but........its become a stronghold in her life for so long that I think she is afraid to let it go. I think that she is afraid that she will be free and happy and so filled with joy that it will end and she cant handle that. This is just what I feel in my spirit. And I think that my reasons for being so down in the dumps today is because I really dont want to do all this fasting and praying for her. I really want to be able to do my own thing yet when I try to g oout and get a job instead of obeying God I cant seem to find one. Its like I keep going in huge circles.
Man this writing stuff really helps me. Wow!! I think I'm gonna try to do this alittle every day or so.