I feel relieved because I finally got a breakthrough from days & days of intense concentration. I'd been working on a couple computer projects for others and 1 in particular. This one I just kept trying to fingure out how to accomplish certain tasks on the computer (or rather have the computer do them) and just couldn't come to the conclusion. One thing kept leading to another and it seemed to drag on and on. But of course I wasn't about to give up. Each time I thought I had found the solution, a glitch would come up.
Maybe if I had researched more I could have gotten further along faster. However, like as in many things- I've learned a lot through these problems. Plus I also saw others tried the same things I did and came to the same conclusions. I sense I'm in good company.
I also see though that the real brainiacs are (in a way like God but of course not really anywhere the level of God) the ones who create stuff - not just fix it or put it together. I see and respect it takes a lot of intricate knowlede to create some electronic gadet and especially the software it takes to run the stuff. Not only do you have to envision how all the areas fit together but to preassume bugs and prepare for them & cut them off. Annnywaay
I guess I have some kind of skill in breaking down the problems & looking for the answers, still.
I'm happy though (though my brain was exhuasted) because I've finally learned more about dealing with networks (on the home scale) through the method that best engrains things in my mind- through hands on.
So now I think I have come to the final part which seems pretty simple (just hopiing it will work perfectly)- which is too increase the bandwith so everything will be able to run smoothly.... if this doesn't do it I'm gonna stand on my head (notice I didn't say I'd throw in the towel). We shall see.
Speaking of not throwing in the towel, this new video ny a fave band says a lot. The song works much better when added to this video ( I think their best video). Now it so reminds me of how I used to feel. Yep a lot of those lines tell the story. It is a heavy combination ASPD, HPD depression, an addictive personality & probably ADHD. "It wants my soul, it wants my heart". That's how it was, my trying to get away from things within myself that I knew were evil...Oh seriously, thank God I don't feel like a monster anymore!
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Maybe if I had researched more I could have gotten further along faster. However, like as in many things- I've learned a lot through these problems. Plus I also saw others tried the same things I did and came to the same conclusions. I sense I'm in good company.
I also see though that the real brainiacs are (in a way like God but of course not really anywhere the level of God) the ones who create stuff - not just fix it or put it together. I see and respect it takes a lot of intricate knowlede to create some electronic gadet and especially the software it takes to run the stuff. Not only do you have to envision how all the areas fit together but to preassume bugs and prepare for them & cut them off. Annnywaay
I guess I have some kind of skill in breaking down the problems & looking for the answers, still.
I'm happy though (though my brain was exhuasted) because I've finally learned more about dealing with networks (on the home scale) through the method that best engrains things in my mind- through hands on.
So now I think I have come to the final part which seems pretty simple (just hopiing it will work perfectly)- which is too increase the bandwith so everything will be able to run smoothly.... if this doesn't do it I'm gonna stand on my head (notice I didn't say I'd throw in the towel). We shall see.
Speaking of not throwing in the towel, this new video ny a fave band says a lot. The song works much better when added to this video ( I think their best video). Now it so reminds me of how I used to feel. Yep a lot of those lines tell the story. It is a heavy combination ASPD, HPD depression, an addictive personality & probably ADHD. "It wants my soul, it wants my heart". That's how it was, my trying to get away from things within myself that I knew were evil...Oh seriously, thank God I don't feel like a monster anymore!
YouTube - Skillet monster music video - best quality on youtube!