I am unsure more and more it feels like. I worry about being hard of heart, not truly repentant or not truly having faith. I felt unworthy of communion and did not take it then cried for a reason I don’t know if I can articulate. I wonder sometimes if I should be re-baptized, but also if I can and for some reason I feel extreme shame at the idea of trying to go through that again. I worry if another denomination has it right, or which one. I worry that I will be condemned for many reasons. I have many bad thoughts, and not much hope. Sometimes it’s like I just go in circles and I worry about what path I’m on.