Today was a good day.

Today was awesome. I compulsed a little, but I was able to talk myself out of it.

I know I don't need to be liked or loved. People are fading away. They will let you down; but I may let them down as well. Both insidences don't feel good.

I just need to make myself happy and enjoy life. I can go eat at my favorite restaurant; go bowling by myself; go swimming; read my favorite books and/or magazines; write letters to the president, royal family, or celebrities; play video games once buy it; continuing in my blog and postings on CF; maybe volunteer; and many more.

I am to strive to be happy without looking for relationships. I can do it.