OK I'm getting a bit ??? nervous? on the edge of my seat?
well whatever the description...
The million $$$ question for the weekend:
"Are we or aren't we?" going to do something together for the 4th?????
ROTFL (I sure have been "hysterical" lately)
...Is this just the beginning, or the end???...
( with me it has to be lol, can't just be a step in the middle).
I wrote something in message...they didn't respond... then they put something just out there (generic like)...
and then I respond again(genlty however) but nothing.
I mean come on we haven't got a week to dance around this lol.
However if they are like I gather (which is like me in this way) I could see it laying low/quiet/unconfirmed till the last minute and then in the last hour- just jump at something...that happens often with me.
In other areas I like this but if I'm trying to plan an event... then I at least like to know who MIGHT be on board- even if not totally confirmed.
If we were at that spot I might hint around how boring it's going to be if I don't do something for the 4th ( I mean come on it's a major Holiday)...especially because my other half isn't here... and here to drive us (poor little helpless me)... and how lonely I'll be (no I would never write that)...
All true but one can either let that be known- possibly for the point of influencing someone (or in the case of others it would thouroughly annoy them)...
It came to me last night I'm never secure about my frienships- like ever. Either I'm in a cynical state of disbelief or if I've finally been convinced that someone REALLY is my friend-like for real, then I'm keeping at the back of my mind something is going to happen and we wont be.
So either I'm like OCD where they keep checking the stove or the lock...or like bracing myself, ok this is it...
I'm not like that in my marriage, however it is,I don't think worry he's going anywhere. LOL and I don't have to worry about feelings changing (what feelings)... the only ones they had were before we got married (and I didn't even know about that) then they wanted to be with me/thought I was a good catch.
Anyway....it doesn't take a lot to win me over, but it does take a lot for me to really believe it. Maybe that'spart of why it's so hard to let go. Like anyone who works hard for something...then they naturally think like- uh I worked this hard, put this much into it like I'm not going to just let go or give up now....
Takes a lot of calls, letters, gifts, time, sharing etc...then it clicks with me ok I guess this is real.
well whatever the description...
The million $$$ question for the weekend:
"Are we or aren't we?" going to do something together for the 4th?????
ROTFL (I sure have been "hysterical" lately)
...Is this just the beginning, or the end???...
( with me it has to be lol, can't just be a step in the middle).
I wrote something in message...they didn't respond... then they put something just out there (generic like)...
and then I respond again(genlty however) but nothing.
I mean come on we haven't got a week to dance around this lol.
However if they are like I gather (which is like me in this way) I could see it laying low/quiet/unconfirmed till the last minute and then in the last hour- just jump at something...that happens often with me.
In other areas I like this but if I'm trying to plan an event... then I at least like to know who MIGHT be on board- even if not totally confirmed.
If we were at that spot I might hint around how boring it's going to be if I don't do something for the 4th ( I mean come on it's a major Holiday)...especially because my other half isn't here... and here to drive us (poor little helpless me)... and how lonely I'll be (no I would never write that)...
All true but one can either let that be known- possibly for the point of influencing someone (or in the case of others it would thouroughly annoy them)...
It came to me last night I'm never secure about my frienships- like ever. Either I'm in a cynical state of disbelief or if I've finally been convinced that someone REALLY is my friend-like for real, then I'm keeping at the back of my mind something is going to happen and we wont be.
So either I'm like OCD where they keep checking the stove or the lock...or like bracing myself, ok this is it...
I'm not like that in my marriage, however it is,I don't think worry he's going anywhere. LOL and I don't have to worry about feelings changing (what feelings)... the only ones they had were before we got married (and I didn't even know about that) then they wanted to be with me/thought I was a good catch.
Anyway....it doesn't take a lot to win me over, but it does take a lot for me to really believe it. Maybe that'spart of why it's so hard to let go. Like anyone who works hard for something...then they naturally think like- uh I worked this hard, put this much into it like I'm not going to just let go or give up now....
Takes a lot of calls, letters, gifts, time, sharing etc...then it clicks with me ok I guess this is real.