Ya big subject. Never believed in such a thing. I was brought up that when you believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior and believe that He was raised from the dead and He does exist and GOD exists and the Holy Spirit exists then your saved. All your sins are forgiven. No matter how bad they are cause I was brought up all sin is equal to GOD. No sin is worse then the other. I talked with my pastor about this. He said that what the unforgivable sin meant was it was a warning to the non believers. Warning them to believe in Jesus or they will be doomed. And he showed me a verse in Romans where it says that nothing in Heaven or Hell nor angel nor demon can take us away from His love. There's another verse like that in John where Jesus talks about being the good sheperd. And He said again nothing can take us out of His hand. Even in church I heard someone say that once we accept Jesus as our savior no matter how long ago it was our fate is sealed and we will go to Heaven and nothing can reverse that. I really need to believe in all of that. But I am struggling. Thoughts like "what if there wrong" or "what if your doomed you are a sinner" pop into my head. It's very upsetting to me. I need to get past this but I dunno how. Can anyone on here please give me some advice on how I can get past this and get victory over this?? I am tired of struggling with this. Please help me.