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The pressure is lifting, and I can see more clearly.

Today has truly been a good day!
Ate brunch at the VFW with a good friend of mine who needs our prayers very much. He needs the strength to be faithful to his wife. He knows that he loves his wife very much but he is having a difficult time remembering when he is out at the bars. So I have taken to following him to keep him on track, he just doesn't realize why I am doing it.

After brunch began working on getting my computer fixed up. This may seem out of the blue, but I feel that it is the way the Lord has given me to recover from what I have done to myself for the last year. I found joy in sorting my files out in preparation of another reformat. Then knowing that all will soon be right and my stronghold a little more pleasant.

However now with everything almost done I feel the thoughts returning. The deep brooding trying to sweep me away, but this time I have the weapons. This time they will not cause me to despair. No instead I will triumpth and continue to claw back what has been taken from me. The Lord will guide me as I reclaim my body and mind from the darkness.