my computer did some stuff i didnt want it to do. So back to were we were. Me seeing myself going more down in Sin i decided to find something that would fit what God wanted me to do and also find the career i wanted. So after looking and looking i found the Army. I signed and went to meps and then was ordered to leave for Ft. Jackson SC. Before i embarked on this adventure i decided to break it off with the girl i was with that everyone said was bringing me down and i realized it was about time to do that. I looked down and remembered the night i broke my hand because me and my mom were fighting. i swung at her but somehow my fist missed her face and landed in the wall beside her face. After i walked away from her i took a deep breath and realized that i had a big weight off my shoulders. After that i moved back in with my parents and things were going good i was back in church and living the way he would want.
I left for basic Feb. of 2012 and in getting there i knew right off God didnt want me there and i knew it. If you wanna hear that hole experence let me know and ill post about it but for now its too long for this one. I came home after it and wanted that changed wanted to be the different one that you see in the street and say wow there is something different about him. But i was checking my facebook and out of the blue a old friend from high school messaged me and wanted to hang out. I hadn't seen her in years so i was suprised when she wanted to meet. I took her to dinner and let me tell ya she is a good christian girl not fake, sings, beautiful, smart etc. SO thats why i married her haha, no not right off the bat but after we got to know each other i knew he wanted me to be with her and HE blessed us with a amazing 7 month old.
Recently i left my wife. The devil got ahold of me and i left her and we got a legal seperation. I knew i shouldnt have but the devil had been pulling my strings and i just gave in. He kept telling me that it would be ok and i would be ok. Now back to the beginning. The ones that is reading this and you been there or are there now this is for you. That is all what lead to me being homeless and on drugs not caring if i lived or died and didnt care who i hurt. But by the grace and mercy of our Lord and savior im here with my wife and son. He spoke to me and i know what im suppose to do with my life now and im going to follow him no matter what.
PEACE, LOVE, GOD
I left for basic Feb. of 2012 and in getting there i knew right off God didnt want me there and i knew it. If you wanna hear that hole experence let me know and ill post about it but for now its too long for this one. I came home after it and wanted that changed wanted to be the different one that you see in the street and say wow there is something different about him. But i was checking my facebook and out of the blue a old friend from high school messaged me and wanted to hang out. I hadn't seen her in years so i was suprised when she wanted to meet. I took her to dinner and let me tell ya she is a good christian girl not fake, sings, beautiful, smart etc. SO thats why i married her haha, no not right off the bat but after we got to know each other i knew he wanted me to be with her and HE blessed us with a amazing 7 month old.
Recently i left my wife. The devil got ahold of me and i left her and we got a legal seperation. I knew i shouldnt have but the devil had been pulling my strings and i just gave in. He kept telling me that it would be ok and i would be ok. Now back to the beginning. The ones that is reading this and you been there or are there now this is for you. That is all what lead to me being homeless and on drugs not caring if i lived or died and didnt care who i hurt. But by the grace and mercy of our Lord and savior im here with my wife and son. He spoke to me and i know what im suppose to do with my life now and im going to follow him no matter what.
PEACE, LOVE, GOD