Slipping

Whats happening
Why is it dark
It was light
But now its pitch black
Can't find a way out
Where am I
Who am I
What am I

I'm slipping into the darkness again, I can feel it, but I don't know how to stop it. Help, I dont want to go back, most days it feels like getting up is too much work, but I do becasue if I don't I will fall behind. Why is this happening again, why. I don't understand this God, why have I been pitched back into the darkness, back to wanting to be invisible, back to even considering if my life is worth living anymore.