We visited a Baptist church today that we have never been to. They had a baby dedication and of course recognition of mothers.
I honestly wondered if we were worshipping mothers today or Jesus?
I felt really out of place. I wondered if the pastor was for real or if he was just being fake. I didn't feel close to God at all and wondered why I bother trying to go to church. I didn't feel like I fit in at all. I wonder if I will ever feel like that again in a church.
I wish I had never been a pastor and never had those experiences. It has forever tainted my view of church people where I can't think good thoughts about other people in church. I know that is wrong. I really wish I felt closer to God and other christians. I wish I had christian friends.
I honestly wondered if we were worshipping mothers today or Jesus?
I felt really out of place. I wondered if the pastor was for real or if he was just being fake. I didn't feel close to God at all and wondered why I bother trying to go to church. I didn't feel like I fit in at all. I wonder if I will ever feel like that again in a church.
I wish I had never been a pastor and never had those experiences. It has forever tainted my view of church people where I can't think good thoughts about other people in church. I know that is wrong. I really wish I felt closer to God and other christians. I wish I had christian friends.