Pressure

Action speaks louder than words they say so whether this is truly fact or not I need to cut through the bull and get with it. I have no will to be what is expected of me in a short time....but I shall get there. A lot of people in the same boat as me prepare themselves for rehab by cutting off all contact with those that use or used with them. It's the way they face this.
I choose not to butcher the friendships I have as many knew me before all these storms happened in my life. My reality grasps me daily that I am one step from failing but initially I will plunge into a light. I pray my light falls on them, changes them, energizes them.

RJ