Online & Offline

Today i was surprised to see r online... in fact for several weeks, i have not gone online. I was waiting for her to say "Hello" but also expected her not to.. she didnt.. i didnt have the energy, so didnt initiate. i waited for 15 mins before i go offline.. Now our friendship is "offline" ! When can it be "online".. i cannot allow myself to experience the heart pain, especially now i have learnt to "let go" and its God who wants me to hold with open palms... i realized each time we communicate, she wld get hypersensitive at every word i said, just like i m attacking her... she just didnt know she was so precious to me. Nevertheless, I will pray that she is happy in the Lord
and for now till God does a miracle,
its offline