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October 9th

Really feeling bad. I've been hearing voices all day long. I'm tired of the voices really badly. I hate them both. I hear both bad and good, but I hate them both. I'm tired of them constantly telling me what to do. It feels like I have no free will because they are constantly telling me what to do. I'm really miserable.

The bad voice says that I'm going to be in a coffin forever. He says he'll still be there, torturing me. He says that he is the devil. The bad voice sad that God created a copy of the devil "just for you." He says that because I loved the devil, God created a copy of him so that he could torture me for all time.

The good voice keeps apologizing over and over again. He says, "I'm sorry your life is so screwed up!" It doesn't help though. I'm not sure what to do. I'm so tired of hearing these voices all day long. I'm taking a lot of medication too. The medication makes me really drowsy in the mornings.

Please pray for me that these voices will go away, or at least get better or something. I'm just tired of all the bull.