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November 17th

Well, now I know how I'm going to hell. The devil's voice in my head told me exactly how I'm going to die and that afterward I will go to hell. The voice in my head says that I'm going to be in a coffin forever and that is what hell is for me. The voice in my head says there is no way out. There is no way for me to get out of hell. He says he is from the future and knows even at the end of time that I will be in a coffin.

I will miss everyone. I wish I was a good person, but I'm not. That is why I'm going to hell forever. There are some people who are good people. They aren't as guilty as I am, so they aren't going to hell. But I am going to hell because I'm a horrible person.

I wish there was a way out, but there is no way out. The evil voice in my head laughs at me all day long. He says he knows the future and I will be in a coffin forever and ever. He constantly reminds me of my sins and my sins are truly horrible.

I know that some people will say that Jesus is the way out, but I know that I blew it with Jesus. I blasphemed against the holy spirit. Also, The Bible says that some people are lambs and some people are goats, and I think I am evil enough to be a goat. The Bible also says that God will separate the wheat from the chaff. I believe I am evil enough to be called chaff. So that is it. I wish I was a good person, but I'm not. I'm evil and there is no way out for me. I'm going to die in a horrible way. The voice in my head has told me how I will die and I believe it is true. Then there is nothing but a coffin.