When I was 18 i had my first spiritual vision, which i believe to be the antichrist. i beheld a bearded, dour looking figure, at the head of an endless, massive army. As far as the eye could see his horde stretched, and he was at their head. Then i beheld a spiritual figure, a man similar in appearance with undeniable charisma. I did not hear him speak, yet through his actions he led men and women and persuaded them to follow the conqueror.
after this dream i began to study great conquerors in history. my study culminated with Ghenghis Khan, the "scourge of God". while watching an eduacational video on his life i asked the simple question "what is your secret"? as i pondered this question, an unbelievable feeling of dread filled my body. everything grew still, uncomfortably still. I was in my house, yet all normal noise ceased. All I could hear was one crow loudly crowing outside my window. For some reason i had the instinct to go to my bathroom. As i looked in the mirror, my eyes began to bulge out of my head. I then realized the secret, men like Ghenghis Khan have a base disdain for humanity and are intrested only in their ambitions. This revelation brought me closer to God.
A short time after this i had my first truly Christian vision. In a dream I beheld a cross inscribed with INRI, but Jesus was not on it. I saw myself birdseye view studying the cross. Then a great and blinding light overwhelmed me, so bright it hurt my eyes, i turned away slightly yet I still beheld the light and it was truly great.
A few months after this dream i had a vision of two islamic figures. I remember they were almost like a painting, except they were real. I dont know who they were but the two were a man and a woman joined together. The man had unusually bright lips, they stood out, and the woman was quite beautiful. This dream was first person, and I could feel them looking at me, studying me, and I them. No dialogue.
Within the last three months i have had two dreams of a spiritual nature. The first I was talking to a beautiful woman. She was older then me, I was fully bearded with long hair. We were joking laughing, she told me i looked familiar, that she knew who i was. I told her many people think they know who i am, but they are all wrong. She laughed and asked if i wanted to go to a bar. We go, and we are sitting together near a group of men and women. she tells me she feels bad about something, i ask her what, and she says she is married but she is "sleeping around". She says she wants to sleep with me. I tell her that she should go to her husband and tell him the truth. She got angry and began yelling "you want me to leave my husband", i answer no, but you must tell him the truth. at this point the group next to us is watching. I look at one of them, and on his shirt was the biblical number 666. I began yelling, I can't remember what, and my chair began vibrating. I sort of drifted away from the group then woke up shaking.
My most recent dream happened last week. I was playing a simple guitar riff for a group of people but they were becoming entranced by my playing. Then i saw a playing card which kept alternating between the 8 of diamonds and the joker. Then in my dream i woke up in my bed, in my room. I looked around, and i felt a strange feeling overwhelm my body. The feeling was like a slight electric stimulation through my whole body. Then I heard an evil voice, and I slightly began to levitate off my bed. But I told the voice I dont want to levitate, it felt wrong. This is the first dream I have had where the unconcious feeling carried over into conciousness, because when I woke up I still had this feeling, and I noticed that light and sound were amplified for me like never before. I lay in my bed for a few minutes slightly paralyzed hearing and seeing like I never have before.
This is a summary of my spiritual dreams and experiences from 18 years old to 20.
after this dream i began to study great conquerors in history. my study culminated with Ghenghis Khan, the "scourge of God". while watching an eduacational video on his life i asked the simple question "what is your secret"? as i pondered this question, an unbelievable feeling of dread filled my body. everything grew still, uncomfortably still. I was in my house, yet all normal noise ceased. All I could hear was one crow loudly crowing outside my window. For some reason i had the instinct to go to my bathroom. As i looked in the mirror, my eyes began to bulge out of my head. I then realized the secret, men like Ghenghis Khan have a base disdain for humanity and are intrested only in their ambitions. This revelation brought me closer to God.
A short time after this i had my first truly Christian vision. In a dream I beheld a cross inscribed with INRI, but Jesus was not on it. I saw myself birdseye view studying the cross. Then a great and blinding light overwhelmed me, so bright it hurt my eyes, i turned away slightly yet I still beheld the light and it was truly great.
A few months after this dream i had a vision of two islamic figures. I remember they were almost like a painting, except they were real. I dont know who they were but the two were a man and a woman joined together. The man had unusually bright lips, they stood out, and the woman was quite beautiful. This dream was first person, and I could feel them looking at me, studying me, and I them. No dialogue.
Within the last three months i have had two dreams of a spiritual nature. The first I was talking to a beautiful woman. She was older then me, I was fully bearded with long hair. We were joking laughing, she told me i looked familiar, that she knew who i was. I told her many people think they know who i am, but they are all wrong. She laughed and asked if i wanted to go to a bar. We go, and we are sitting together near a group of men and women. she tells me she feels bad about something, i ask her what, and she says she is married but she is "sleeping around". She says she wants to sleep with me. I tell her that she should go to her husband and tell him the truth. She got angry and began yelling "you want me to leave my husband", i answer no, but you must tell him the truth. at this point the group next to us is watching. I look at one of them, and on his shirt was the biblical number 666. I began yelling, I can't remember what, and my chair began vibrating. I sort of drifted away from the group then woke up shaking.
My most recent dream happened last week. I was playing a simple guitar riff for a group of people but they were becoming entranced by my playing. Then i saw a playing card which kept alternating between the 8 of diamonds and the joker. Then in my dream i woke up in my bed, in my room. I looked around, and i felt a strange feeling overwhelm my body. The feeling was like a slight electric stimulation through my whole body. Then I heard an evil voice, and I slightly began to levitate off my bed. But I told the voice I dont want to levitate, it felt wrong. This is the first dream I have had where the unconcious feeling carried over into conciousness, because when I woke up I still had this feeling, and I noticed that light and sound were amplified for me like never before. I lay in my bed for a few minutes slightly paralyzed hearing and seeing like I never have before.
This is a summary of my spiritual dreams and experiences from 18 years old to 20.