Its good that I have not been visiting this site for several months...the last time i visted this site was 14 March, wow almost 4 months... So these four months i m not lonely.. Yes coz r is lonely and need my presence.. so i m not lonely... if everything goes right with r, friendship, relationship etc.. sees me as extras... even going previously going to gym she will yearn for my company, now sees as nuisance!
Seriously, i dont know whether i shld continue, did i join juz for company?
i must sort all these out... anyway there goes again my emotions.... roller coaster
I must learn to let go.. and learn to move on and learn to make friends... its ok I have God and He will lead me to another land of promises... In fact, I should be comforted that i have company for four months... This time I want company of Happy friends not friends when they are unhappy they look for me, like i m refuge, then when they are happy they look for another source...
Seriously, i dont know whether i shld continue, did i join juz for company?
i must sort all these out... anyway there goes again my emotions.... roller coaster
I must learn to let go.. and learn to move on and learn to make friends... its ok I have God and He will lead me to another land of promises... In fact, I should be comforted that i have company for four months... This time I want company of Happy friends not friends when they are unhappy they look for me, like i m refuge, then when they are happy they look for another source...