I will be facing loneliness.. Or I will be facing loneliness again... The key I think is not to have a past.. To work on letting go of the past. that is the key... that is what Im going to work on, and learn to move forward. I don't forget about the past, I have methods of purging myself, cleaning out the closets of the past, after things are swept clean, the doors are left open... I start again new and open.. That is what Im working towards, a future, not the heartache past.
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No noon meetings anymore.. they have stopped. to much pain and sorrow and heartache.
Back to the meetings.. Gods orders. Im not through yet, as I isolate, and I guess thats more important then how I feel about the people at the meetings. This is going to be hard. Right now its what connects me to life. I will have to work my way into a new way of thinking about everything. It will take time.
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No noon meetings anymore.. they have stopped. to much pain and sorrow and heartache.
Back to the meetings.. Gods orders. Im not through yet, as I isolate, and I guess thats more important then how I feel about the people at the meetings. This is going to be hard. Right now its what connects me to life. I will have to work my way into a new way of thinking about everything. It will take time.