Just those few people!

90% of everything can be going oK. However, theres the users, and Ive gotten caught up with them.

I have people that act like they want to be my friend, they under-mind me. They do not want to be my friend, they want to play act a fantasy with any succor that is willing to be played by them. I get caught by these people. I suppose Im weak in this area. Im sensitive and they see this..

These people actually believe that its OK for them to sit pretty while Im in emotional isolation and hardship and play act there interest in me! They have everything I have nothing. I have no relationships. They have relationships and they are secure in them; I think?

I mean nothing to them. I am a means to an end for there fantasy excitement, nothing more!

I need knew people to be around! I will have to pray about this.

I hate getting caught in this! It happens, I hate it when it happens to me. I feel like I get the life sucked out of me. These people are not thinking about me, they are thinking about themselves. I am a means to and end, nothing more.

I will have to trust God and let go of them even more!