Today was a quiet day. I just did some household chores. I did not feel my best today. I did not feel safe. Sometimes I feel that way because of my torture. I took a nap today and when I woke up I thought about my past. I thought about heaven also. I am looking forward to heaven. I imagine it as a beautiful place where there is no more suffering. I imagine everyone will wear white garments and we will be in the clouds and all have beautiful houses to live in and will be with each other forever. I imagine we will all fellowship and praise the Lord. I imagine Jesus will look after all of us and keep us safe. I know heaven will be beautiful.